Updated: Jan 16, 2019
Your phone calls
are memorable like
the mirror hall.
But the missing spark
had no chance to
really start.
Chit chat at dinner
and laughs at
the breadwinner.
Claiming I'm the best
you know, yet still
I'm dispossessed
and unimpressed.
the sound of my dad’s guitar playing his favorite chords the typing of my mom’s fingers going through family records the smell of the ceramics studio full of the kiln, dust and glaze the running home
it’s the little things they always say like how you listen more than you ever have before or how you stopped opening my car door like how you squeeze me tighter in our hugs or how you don’t answer me
I cant remember the last photo i took maybe it was a mountain maybe my niece maybe myself maybe you looking away no matter what it was it’s the last thing my lense has seen which means it means everyt